[verse 1: Metalecalec]
Sitting here contemplating, thinking about what happen
More than complicated, my mind, can't even fatham
On how sh**, wanna flipped, with not a bit of satisfaction
On how I lost my grip, flip the script, into a spasm
Subtraction, I lost it all, I gotta admit it
Fell down the ladder, all my fault, sh**, with this addiction
With my choices, with my actions, it prolly was predicted
I'm sick and I'm depicted, a felon that was convicted
Been Bitten no intermission, infliction in its edition
I'm living in this condition, I need an exorcism
For this mecanisem, cause this sh**,ain't working
Need a physician, cause sh**, I'm over here burning
[verse 2: Metalecalec]
Dig a bit deeper, and see how it really looks
Or how it Feils, when ya life's book's being. Burned
Walk, feil it beneath ya, surely gunna leave ya shook
Or spIn ya wheels, to where your gunna be, so concerned
And the d**, they straight, took the place of. A mask
What I become, I hate, a self induced maniac
But I'm exhausted, exhausted with this choice
A spartan in the darkness, that can now see the point
To move, to grow, just to even develop
Then rearrange my life, now that's overzealous
I'm not helpless, and I'm not embareased
But I felt this, so the feeling, honestly, I really cherish
[verse 3; Metalecalec]
The past is the past, and I ain't gunna let it, hold me back
Hara** hara**, the demons demons, to attached
They wanna Counteract, to interact, then piggyback
To stab my back, to be exact,sh**, it's a sad fact
Part of the plan , when u aim for perfection
If it's really began , you know ,you'll find a new direction
Begin disection, use your future as a real reflection
Perception goes Beyond , any thought of depression
So pay attention, to what you see, not always what you think
Affection, can shrink, better yet make ur ship sink
Double think, think,think ,like, what's for me
The future is mine, so I feil more bit complete