I've tried so many times
To swallow my pride
But i keep heaving it out
From the inside
Is it dignity
Or insecurities
That mould my decisions
Now im trying to let you go
But i can't seperate myself
Progress that i actually know
I just hope theres still time left
I found myself lost
When i thought i knew where
Ive failed so many times
To open my eyes
But the truth it
Burns so bright that
I turn blind
Is it my failures
Or your expectancies
That keep me barely breathing
Over and over i reinvent
Turn by turn these circles spin