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I'm sorry Mama for all the sh** I did to you
And all the sh** I'm finna do this crazy world I'm living threw
I pray the lord every night, He don't get rid of you
I know the situation that I'm in making you miserable
And these are my apologies
I'm sorry Niya for all the sh** I did to you
And when a n***a was broke all the sh** I couldn't give to you
And every day you go away you know yo daddy missing you
I know I should've been there but...
These are my apologies
Verse 1
I been through alot sh** with my O.G
She left me in a cell like she didn't know me
500 for my bail I had to do a whole week
I didn't know then but now I'm thinking slowly
Low key she was teaching me on how to be a man
If you get caught then do that bid, better be glad that it wasn't them feds
If you got two feet then yo a** gone stand, if you aim for the moon where you think you gone land
Get up off yo a** and get up out that jam, Damn!
She said you know I love you but this is tough love
The journey through my life it was a rough one
Coming from the world where the daddies don't love sons
And Momma got be the daddy too, and that f**ed up
But much love, for schooling me on what's what
And when that n***a used to beat on you I never punked up
Smack my baby moms sold dope even tried to rob
But for the most part raising me you did a great job
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Verse 2
Lil Niya what's going on, surviving just cause we strong
My Diamond heir to the throne, while rhyming to get us on
I try not to never roam, yo momma I loved her so
She promise to never go, she left me cold and alone
But Daddy was doing wrong, I was creeping not coming home
And a couple of f**ed up sh** to embarra**ed to let you know
I was f**ing up in school, getting treed and staying broke
Owning up to my mistakes gotta do it because I'm grown
Driven by self pa**ion while dying from bad habits
Surrounded by lick hitter and n***as that bag cabage
Provoked by pot heads, pill poppers, and crack addicts
To get a elbow and a scale jo and start trappin
But my daughter need me here make sure she good and well
Rather be broke in the hood than to be broke in a cell
Who going look after you if I'm sitting in a jail
Yo Daddy was real n***a but only time will tell
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Verse 3
Pardon me, my bad, and my apologies
I'm sorry the people I hurt and I proud to be
A trifling a** n***a, a lying a** n***a
A dead beat, broke a**, fighting a** n***a
But I'm trying my n***a sh** I'm only human
If you don't like it my n***a what can I do then
Push forward f** the past keep it moving
I'm in the game but it feel like I'm losing
I'm still young, I'm still dumb, wild and stupid
Ain't man enough to say sorry, I express it through this music
Good Queen I misused and abuse them
Taking out frustration on people that didn't do sh**
My emotions I neglect and push to the side
With a build in notion that man don't cry
And when men don't cry, we pretend and don't pray
And push the one we love the most the farther-est away
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