Self inflicted torture
Wrap myself in pain
Never take a second to think
Of the people I have shamed
Fight to fake emotions
To make me seem alive
But the endless emptiness
Keeps growing deep inside
I can't take this
I can't face this
Life
Oh, where is the enemy
Where is the end for me
This is not what I wanted
Oh, every day that I am facing
I feel less alive
One step away from my demise
Never felt pleasure
Never felt content
Every step I take
I'm facing my decent
With blood on my fists
And d**h in my eyes
Breath thick of liquor
God please let me die
Please let me
Please let me die
I can't take this
I can't face this life
I can't take this
I can't face this life
Are you f**ing ready?
Oh, where is the enemy
Where is the end for me
This is not what I wanted
Oh, every day that I am facing
I feel less alive
One step away from my demise