[Produced by Freed]
[Engineering by Colton "Hiro" Bonine]
[Intro]
Bottle in hand, Alcohol and Xans, mixed up with the meth no doubt
Fightin' again brawlin' with him and the, kids gone with a head full of doubts
Her hand shakin' from the Pans placed in her damn face that the Ev took down
Just can't take that she's landed straight
In this stranded place wish I could help her out
Too much stress now surrounds, this fallen star
sh**'s got her arm, and her head held down
What you expect? Now wit frown, as she calmly starts the
Pen harbored thoughts fills the letter out
[Verse 1]
I can see that you're puzzled, though seemingly missing pieces
Indeed that's a struggle, so decreasing will be completion
He can't keep from the trouble, yo peep it he'll be defeated
I hear them speak but through muzzles you got enemies on some meek sh**
Am I dreaming?, know you can hear me still out here screaming!
So you leavin!?, hope you can hear me still out here clingin'
Barely breathing, know you could fix it and have me beamin'
But you leavin?! swear yo you ain't sh** I'm out here fiendin'
And these demons jus keep creepin' through my defenses, you leavin?
Glad Your dreams came true, hope you miss me f** you beat it!
Yeah f** it I'll be peachy, yeah.. i don't need this
What we was jus mustn't mean sh**, know what f** it I'm leaving!
I told you when we was speakin' chris jus won't let me leave him
I know you still think of me and, this ghost of yours still be creepin'
I know you could heal the beatings, just chose to leave me in pieces
I'm sure you gon feel this deep cause this note only key I'm leaving
[Hook]
I hope this makes you realize
I pray it hits you late at night
That i could've been laying by your side
Soon I'll be gone forever
I hope this makes you realize
I pray it hits you late at night
That i could've been laying by your side
Soon I'll be gone forever
I hope this makes you see the light
Someday hits you and makes you cry
Cause i could've been safe and by your side
Soon I'll be gone forever
[Verse 2]
Man f** you matt!, you know i love you more than her
Damn f** you past, you showed our love was forced to burn
Can't just remove that, you chose our lust but courted her
f** made you do that? You know i love you more than her
I hope you burn for neglecting Us, I heard your little song
That was supposed to be cheers for us, I'm hurt you did us wrong
I can't work, this sh** is strong, I even love it more than you
I can't twerk, my sh** is gone, defeated, f**, it's storming too?
Oh but I'm sure it ain't for you, probably drippin' wit Prada
On tour or chillin' wit boo, outside wit Piña Colladas
I hope you do reach your daughter, and she's as cold as your heart is
I know the truth you keep bottled, she's the hole in your heart still
I know you too deep it's all real, watched you struggle in life
Roll through 2-3 sh** I will, got you when s**as' took flight
I watched the troubles you'd fight, you b**h I never missed a visit!
Called your mother at night, check ya' memory you gon miss this!
[Hook]
I hope this makes you realize
I pray it hits you late at night
That i could've been laying by your side
Soon I'll be gone forever
I hope this makes you realize
I pray it hits you late at night
That i could've been laying by your side
Soon I'll be gone forever
I hope this makes you see the light
Someday hits you and makes you cry
Cause i could've been safe and by your side
Soon I'll be gone forever
[Outro]
Bottle in hand, Alcohol and Xans, mixed up with the meth no doubt
Fightin' again brawlin' with him and the, kids gone with a head full of doubts
Her hand shakin from the Pans placed in her damn face that the Ev took down
Just can't take that she's landed straight in this stranded place wish I could help her out
Too much stress now surrounds
This fallen star
sh**'s got her arm, and her head held down
What you expect? Written down at the bottom part off this awful hard, helpless letter I've found
Now walking lost, with slaughtered heart, in a parking lot, as tears drop down
Sick of all these thoughts, hearing all our talks, alarming all as a gunshot sounds