HOOK!
I got a bottle in the pack but I don't wanna hold it / I got a blunt in the bag but I don't wanna smoke it / I got a b**h in the bed but I don't wanna own it / And the devil says / Hold it / Smoke it / Own it!
VERSE 1!
It's lonely at the top / where there's nobody to trust / Holly f** / honey s*uts / only what / I saw in the club / Hence I'm such a loner / From time to time I still check my brother Noah / But in a minute or four later / he feels like a total stranger / "Watch your liver / Why you always drunk and bitter?" My other sister that is not as much ambitious / Mommy hold it believe me / I also wanna beat it / and get over this addiction / It's the road to riches / Too many enemies your true family looks at you angrily / "Why you talk to that one?" / Who's the bad one? / Dad mom? and that bra / you recently knew / Pretend as if he's true / f** the cigarettes the booze / I'm not getting younger / I need to feed my belly hunger / cos on any hour I might get a baby momma / Marry I wanna leave this blurry one for any other's / I'm older wiser and way smarter!
VERSE 2!
Health declining / bad advices / your friends convince you otherwise / Your girl got issues you wonder why / Friends is smiling in your face but in your back they really are snakes hoping to catch you un-awake / Some wanna blaze / but wouldn't think twice to have your grave dug for a maize / You know the people you met over a couple of drinks / The same people that won't be there to lay me to rest six feet under deep / But anyway I got what I needed from this life even more it's unbelievable / What I'm seeing all now just evil thoughts / Your murders discussed over beers and smokes / But I'm fearless though / I came a long way, always in the clearest of quotes / know where is home. I appeared alone in this here crystal globe / But one day I'll be called when it's my time / Then I'll just be that white guy / like oh but why haai fine bye!
VERSE 3!
I want the simple pleasures / the evil laughter from the sickest devil makes me feel his presence / God showed me the greener pastures / where there's peace and heaven / The mother I'm based in is full of bad imagination / Lasting hatred over cash and mansions / I turn the pages and wonder if I still have any shred of patience / They say we black and racist / Someone is mad at masons / Sometimes I feel like I can't handle my day shift / Rent over...due debts older and dad's poorer / My grave is looming / I lost my brain in music / Intoxicated, in all these places / showing faces in an attempt to expose the greatness / But who's looking when dude is moving? / a choice between the voice within or something more precious / when I'll have older facials than the loosing music / I'm sick and tired of all the hallucination and the booze illusions!
OUTRO!
"I'm an old man like....I don't like all these illusions and hallucination that I get from weed and all that sh**. I just need to take a break and go away"