I just don’t get it
Why I’m I not happy
I’m just so tired
I just wanna disappear
If I trust you to be my light would you leave me in the dark
If I gave you all I have would you rip me apart
There is so many questions I wanna ask but don’t know where to start
You know my heart isn’t bulletproof but You still shooting shots at my heart
You told me you wouldn’t leave ,so tell me why are you leaving
I Never doubted but believe in you ;because you gave my life meaning
The moment you left my life you have been replaced by my demons
We are both stuck with the pain and memories let’s just call it even
I stay in and I by in and don’t go out while you will drink and party on the weekend
We have been talking for a while and now you wanna be friends
it really hits deep when you don’t give me a vailed reason
And it really hurts to know that your love is only for a season
I give up,I’m tired of crying and pleading
It su*ks to know that I’m the only one that’s showing true feelings
It su*ks to know that your the only one who gave 1 out of a million
It hurts to know that you show fake love and play with my feelings
We are who we are and it is what it is
We live in a Cruel world where we struggle to live
We question our life and sometimes don’t want to live
Over thinking life wondering will it ever get better than this better than this
I just wanna disappear
I feel like my time is near
Whoa ho
Don’t tell me that you care
when you never really cared
Whoa ho
I wish I would of wiped your tears
And told you I would always be here
Whoa ho
I just wanna disappear
I feel like my time is near
Whoa
yeah i’m falling, don’t know what to do anymore
you got me going insane, you’ve been rotting my brain
i’ve been calling, why don’t you pick up the phone?
you’ve been on the road all day, you say you want to go home
yeah it hurts every night when i think about you
you don’t understand the pain that i’ve been going through
do you think about me?or you think of other dudes?
why’s it always got to be me that had to loose
anxiety and depression is all i feel now
ever since you went ahead and tore my heart out
why’s it got to be me that’s getting to attached?
then you go right ahead and give me heart attacks
society’s got it twisted, i’m just saying the truth
so many questions, we won’t get answers too
i mean this is life, you stumble and you fall
i guess i’ll just choose to not love at all
I just wanna disappear
I feel like my time is near
Whoa ho
Don’t tell me that you care
when you never really cared
Whoa ho
I wish I would of caught your tears
And told you I would always be here
Whoa ho
I just wanna disappear
I feel like my time is near
Whoa