[Chorus: Marion Write] When nothing seems to go right I just need to roll up Pull me out a gla** and pour up Train wreck, hit the gym and tone up, tone up I’m so high, I’m so high, but so what They don’t want us winning, no love Ran out on my dreams then woke up, woke up Realized that I was changin, for us Not myself, we was lost, we was young, let’s grow up [Verse 1: Marion Write] It took me a minute to realize thy intuition I played it off with ignorance and a 5th of Henn I was, doing good for myself somehow I’m still the villain Somehow we proved that “keep it real”, ain’t really too far from “fake pretend” Let it sit for minute, now I’ll take the helm Driving to the surface Swervin’ out of lying to myself Skrt, a brother losing to his self Seattle had me sleepless She had me in the deep end I was deeper than the trenches Looking at myself in the mirror with a vengeance Tryna explain why, but I couldn’t find the sentence Couldn’t really find the words to begin with Then Wiz, had me write it in a letter that I never sent Now it sits in a box with a severed pen Oh lord I couldn’t breathe, was exhausted I’m exhausted Damn, I lost it [Chorus: Marion Write] When nothing seems to go right I just need to roll up Pull me out a gla** and pour up Train wreck, hit the gym and tone up, tone up I’m so high, I’m so high, but so what They don’t want us winning, no love Ran out on my dreams then woke up, woke up Realized that I was changin, for us Not myself, we was lost, we was young, let’s grow up [Verse 2] Let’s grow up, Let’s grow up, Let’s grow up, Let’s grow up Put that time, on the shelf Let that time, watch itself I lost hope when the days were dark and the nights were timid I held no weight, see I was at the end like there was no beginning The morning dew on that rose petal was imperfection I overlooked, I was caught up in it, see I was all up in it, I was the boss up in it It don’t mean sh**, if a youngn’ don’t treat her right Somebody will, somebody will The brotha will cook a whole steak on ya girl Yah Live for your self, uh Pick up your self, like you pick up your cell, phone If you livin’ in hell, nah Then change how you feel Ain’t no pity for self, nah I gave no f**s I was on one On my bullsh** like a Taurus Shorties flyin’ me out for one offs Xanz had me poppin’ out in Northridge These pills might leave me in a coffin But still I’m k**in’ where the mourners These bills won’t keep me in the office These dreams will make it to the mornin’ You will respect him and applaud him Straight into the bank with the winnings and the losses No caution, I’m talkin my sh** til’ I’m hanging on the cross On God [Chorus: Marion Write] When nothing seems to go right I just need to roll up Pull me out a gla** and pour up Train wreck, hit the gym and tone up, tone up I’m so high, I’m so high, but so what They don’t want us winning, no love Ran out on my dreams then woke up, woke up Realized that I was changin, for us Not myself, we was lost, we was young, let’s grow up Let’s grow up Let’s grow up Let’s grow up Not myself, we was lost, we was young, let’s grow up