I don't patronize, I realize I'm losing
And this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I am wide-awake
This habit is always so hard to break
I don't want to be the bad guy
I've been blaming myself
And I think you know why
I'm k**ing time (I'm k**ing time)
And time's k**ing you
Every way that I do
Did you say, "Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself"?
I can try and s** it up
I just can't s** it up
Make me feel like someone else
"Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself"?
I can try and s** it up
I just can't s** it up
Make me feel like someone else
I'm under the gun
Feel like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted
But I can't keep my filthy f**ing mouth shut
It's not enough, it's never enough
And I wish I could breathe
Without getting it stuck
Can't focus but
I try it over and over again
Did you say, "Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself"?
I can try and s** it up
I just can't s** it up
Make me feel like someone else
"Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself"?
I can try and s** it up
I just can't s** it up
Make me feel like someone else
"Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself"?
I can try and s** it up
I just can't s** it up
Make me feel like
Did you say, "Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I can't stay with someone else"?
I can try and s** it up
I just keep f**ing up
Because I want you all to myself
"Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself"?
I can try and s** it up
I just can't s** it up
Make me feel like someone else