[Intro]
I have a really bad memory. But some people just seem to stick in my mind, one of them is my cousin Mikkel…
[Verse 1]
I remember when we made our own Jacka** show
And we kept making more after the first video
I remember when I by mistake, poured coke on my phone
You laughed so much, that you almost choked
I remember when we built a snowman, and raped it
I remember all the girls, that you started dating
That's a long time ago, so I'm not scared to say
I was jealous of you, in every possible way
Cause you were doing the cool stuff, and I wasn't
I had a couple of friends, you had a dozen
I remember when we smoked a joint with your friend
And this time, I almost choked to d**h
I remember every Monday, I came to visit
But you didn't want me to, so I thought “what is this sh**?”
We were growing apart, but I wasn't ready
Because to me you were more than just, cousin Mikkel
I remember when we stayed up late playing games
Or, you were playing, I was watching, same same
I didn't mind, you were better at the playing part
But I helped you with the puzzles, guess I was playing smart
I remember the time we went to your friends party
And I drank a bit too much, so I started barfing
You were there by my side, I still apologize
That you had to look after me, all damn night
I remember how I used to say, that you were my best friend
You might have forgotten, but I remember what you meant
Guess it had to end we never meet, like bad friends
But I remember how I used to be, back then
[Break]
I mean, we still meet, unlike someone else I used to know…
[Verse 2]
I remember when we first met, you and your pink hair
You were so outgoing, while I've always been scared
Of talking to new people, especially in my teen years
So I remember how I thought, that you seemed weird
I remember when I first heard you sing, wow
Even though we're not friends, that's still what I think, now
I remember when you took the, pink out
And changed it to brown, turning 180 around
I remember when I found out that you were a brony
Or a pegasister? A fan my little pony
So I wanted to build a friendship hoping it
Would be with someone, I could be open with
And it was I remember the stuff we shared
Told you some weird sh**, but you didn't really care
You were there for me, and it's true
But I f**ed it up, when I feel in love with, you
And that's the thing, I look back at what we were
But I can't do it for long, cause that sh** hurts
I remember every time you burst into tears
I remember every time I almost did, and how it feels
To be with someone who drives you crazy, no really
Sometimes you were laughing, sometimes you wanted to k** me
But you had a fiancé, and didn't turn me down hard or quick
I should have kissed, to see what you'd do if I did
But you wouldn't want me to, you don't love me
So now when I'm looking at you, all I see is ugly
By the end I weren't you friend, you just needed company
But I remember when our friendship was built on honesty
[Break]
We totally avoid each other, like the thing with my family…
[Verse 3]
I remember the times when we went to that summer place
And we saw the big waterpark, we were all amazed
It was great we were there, all together
I remember how I thought, it will never get better
But I remember when Chris came back, from Norway
I didn't know how much I missed him, but it was all great
Cause he was back and we could chat daily
We didn't, but that's cause I got problems baby
I remember when our great-grandmother pa**ed away
It was a tragedy, and we were all sad and grey
I remember I wanted to write something in her honour
I wasn't good enough back then, but now I'm gonna
I loved you Lizzy, we all did
You were a piece of our hearts, and when you left, we lost it
But you didn't die sad, so we won't take it too hard
Cause I know you're happy, wherever you are
You're not the only one that left, dad's not with us
He didn't even come to your funeral, that sh**'s f**ed
I'm sorry, but I can't keep quiet anymore
Dad, I don't understand the fire in your core
I mean, do what you want, you're your own man
But why the f** won't you act like a, grown man
This is your own family, I just think it's sad
That you don't even miss your own mom or dad
Or your siblings, or their kids, you don't see them grow
Do what the f** you want, but I want you to know
You could come back, nobody cares about your temper
But if you don't then the whole family will remember forever
[Outro]
There, I said it…