Came back in the game lookin like Sid Vicious
Five hours at the dentist makes a big difference
Changed my attitude now I dont see no pigs trippin
Sittin home, writing rhymes now the kids rippin
I was Takin Oxys and Percocets
Its like my mind was always floatin in a circus tent
Four years later. Now Im flat broke
Went from being a hero of a country
To an a**hole
Five cla**ic albums. Two bad mistakes
One of them when I was doing d**
And had lowsy taste
I was hanging with the wrong folks
Trying to be something I was not, that
Was not dope
My mind was in a daze
Like Trying to wear a blindfold walking through a maze
Weeks turned to months. Months turned to years
Now I created what Im living in my biggest fear
I didnt realize how hard it would be to come back
I was so vain that I thought it would be easy to come back
And just like, have a second career
Ive been workin at this sh** for three years now
But I didnt know when I quit doing d**, that it would
Effect so many people in a positive way
I came back to my city where I was a king once and then
All of the sudden I was a clown, but I kept workin
I got my weight up and then people coming to me
For help
Kids asking for my help like its a magic trick
Like I could make them famous if I wave my
f**ing magic stick
The optimistic had to wave the devils advocate
Tell em keep on working, need to spit like
f**ing savages
I can see it in their eyes they think they know it all
And I aint got the time to give advice if they just blow it off
Get the f** out of my way Im trying to rebuild
Trying to get back up on top the mountain, its a steep hill
Cause I got people doing good and they are watching me
Their smiling workin hard, and attitude like no ones stopping me
And I am happy for my friends Im not a jealous cat
And they know that Ive been to f**ing hell and back
Im spitting fire you can tell em that
Acapella rap. Holding bars like Im a felon trapped
I am not looking for sympathy
Im recharged ready to charge like in an Infantry!