[Verse 1: LZ8]
My souls an abyss
As cold as ice
Bipolar eclipse
And my shoulder is chipped
My bones split cause this
Boulder I lift's an unholdable crypt
And this uncontrollable twitch has got me socially crippled
I ain't posing for pictures I sit at home doing sh** all
Second fiddle loner
Unconsolable rippin' unsolvable riddles up
Stickin' to the wall to cover holes my fists have dug
Spittin' dummy sipping mister Hyde out of a sippy cup
Calling myself stupid like I give a f**
Tracing over times I sounded silly while a little drunk
Chasing for excuses for my b**hy c*nt behaviour
Acting out of insecurity
Hating those who call me on it
I'm so fake that I could tell the truth and not at all be honest
[Bridge 1: LZ8]
Sifting through, the reasons I continue to be me
And I could list a few, but when I listen back to 'em I disagree
But don't insult me I'll defend my pride for all its worth
And in the process end a friendship
Incredible sulk emerges
I'm, scared that my role has no purpose on earth
A circle in the dirt of stolen turf I've worked myself into's got no girth
I don't learn
I just trick myself to think I do and you think that me thinkin' that's an epiphany but this thought isn't new
[Chorus: LZ8]
Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin'
Divided by my pride and inhibitions
I lie awake
Wait I don't have patience
Surrender or strike
I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser
Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin'
Divided by my pride and inhibitions
I lie awake
Wait I don't have patience
Surrender or taunt
I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser
[Verse 2: LZ8]
I got more faces than a totem pole
Pacing down this lonely hallway
Tracing over times I've been predictable but no ones called me
So f** them all we can be us just by myself
I'm safe inside this cell
Back in my hole I'm crawling no cries For help cause there are
Lines outside they follow
Signs outside they swallow
Lies outside the swine wanna hallow minds outside
And maybe I'm outright wrong
Right? Wrong!
I am right now I just have realised how the short straw may be life long
So I, quit makin'
Inspirational sh** fakin' the
Situation will switch making me rich bacon
I sit takin' this click bait and resist changes
Day dreaming bout the west gate bridge lately I'm grim
[Bridge 2: LZ8]
Maybe my misses would have stayed if our baby existed
Maybe I'd be smitten if my daddy didn't raise a dip sh**
Maybe living in this unstable environment
Has made me mimic my mummy's habit to bail when the fan blades hit sh**
Now I got nothing but a slouch and some couch crumbs
I'm a grouch with some
How cum in my mouth
I'm never sleeping again
Well except for forever
Pulling this lever raising the flag for my head to sever like
[Chorus: LZ8]
Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin'
Divided by my pride and inhibitions
I lie awake
Wait I don't have patience
Surrender or strike
I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser
Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin'
Divided by my pride and inhibitions
I lie awake
Wait I don't have patience
Surrender or taunt
I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser