there's this black knot inside of me
it can't be cried away
it will stay forever part of me
I accepted it one day
it can't be beaten out
I'm not its master
not it's friend
sometimes I think that it has gone
later when I'm on my own
I don't
don't you try
to ease my pain
I need to brood i need to cry
let me rest let me be
let me suffer pa**ionately
I'm on a psychologic slide
I'm on a melancholic ride
walking on a flimsy rope I need
nothing to fall With these forces
I can't cope
I'm interior and small
at their first opportunity
they attack me from the back
again I turn off the phone
feel a sudden sense of
calm
don't you try
to ease my pain
I need to brood i need to cry
let me rest let me be
let me suffer pa**ionately
I'm on a psychologic slide
I'm on a melancholic ride
leave me now
and I will rise
when the darkness
turns to light
I'll tackle my day
climb the mountain
stay awhile
enjoy the sight
until i slide
again
don't you try
to ease my pain
I need to brood i need to cry
let me rest let me be
let me suffer pa**ionately
I'm on a psychologic slide
I'm on a melancholic ride