[Verse 1- deleven]
What's the point of living life
If you never get to shine
Everything you've dreamt of has been a lie
And you never get to fly, never get to touch the sky
Your wings have been ripped off and thrown in the fire
And every fiber of your being just wants to f**ing die
Your only desire is to get out of this plight
Give up on this fight
Ready to commit suicide
You swear you'll never see the light
Believe you're on a demise, believe you're never gonna rise
Nothings going right
And in your left hand you hold a knife
Neck tie in your right
You say to yourself “it's time”
So you climb to the the edge of a cliff
About to do whatever ends this sh**
But then you stop to reflect your decision
[Hook- Kacey Musgraves]
It's high time
To slow my roll
Let the gra** just grow and lean way back
It's a fine time
To let it it all go
I've been too low, so it's high time
[Verse 2- deleven]
You're feeling confused
Still singing the blues
But feel like there's a way you may get through, who knew?
So you, decide to move on, see another day
Because maybe things will change
The skies may not always be so gray
But they may stay the same
Half of your mind tells you there's no hope, nothing to gain
You should hang yourself with that belt from a shelf
The other half tells you it's ok, you have a life to live
Ending it for this sh** isn't worth it
Step back from the edge of the cliff
God forbid if you perish all the good times you'll miss
Life's a gift and you would have squandered it
Just listen, think about all the sh** we got in this world that's magnificent
Mountains, rivers, towers, the internet
Food, s**, music, and most of all humans
Like you, we can't lose you when there's so much more for you to do
Only if you make the choice to let your life continue
[Hook- Kacey Musgraves]
It's high time
To slow my roll
Let the gra** just grow and lean way back
It's a fine time
To let it it all go
I've been too low, so it's high time
[Verse 3- deleven]
Why aren't I smiling?
Living down in the dumps is so tiring
I can't thrive in this environment
It's high time to break out of these mental confinements
No more lonely nights lying on my bed crying, feeling like I should go through with suicide
No more cynical thoughts occupying my mind, it's mine
They better go hide, get the f** outta my sight
They're parasites, s**ing away at my delight
Those bugs better go beddy bye
Unless they have a d**h wish, a desire to get iced, sliced, diced, & pulverized
Finally, I know what it's like to like my life
Wake up and feel excited
Walk out of the house with pride, a certain fire in my stride, sparkle in my eyes
Ready to take on the world, grab it by its tie
It can try me, but I've exiled, banished, expelled, ejected, ousted demons from inside me
Throw them and they're like jets flying, land in depths, hell, howling, screaming “f**” then dying
I have a fighting chance
I can take a stand, carry out my plans to advance
I got confidence in who I am, deleven
[Hook- Kacey Musgraves]
It's high time
To slow my roll
Let the gra** just grow and lean way back
It's a fine time
To let it it all go
I've been too low, so it's high time