Ye my mom always said son follow your dreams
She said dream big
Don't let something out of your reach
This cascade of emotion my vision eroded
Living slow motion the notion my hearts broken
Shattered I'm floating over the ocean
I miss you every second I breath
Heaving and choking
Your words spoken I'm free
Like doves spreading my wings over mountains gazing I sing
Though my voice silent nights awaking a fiend
The epitome, rising from my heart deep within a beat
My veins weep, like guitar strings man I can't speak
Though my desire
Running like candle fire
Deep within my ventricles connect the circuits like a wire
I swear god, doesn't even know my potential
Picked up the pencil, wrote verses said f** the credentials
And I made you a promise, that my omish would profit
Now I stand a broken man guess im heading to college
And I barried her, even dug her grave with my nails
Every scrap left a mark on my flesh I inhale
All the ash from my flesh that inflames and impales
A walking man, dead man, waiting my train to derail
But ill concur this thing, ripping my heart
And I bleed, the alpines on my shoulder blades making me scream
But I still carry the torch
Wary at first
Its scary of course
But I'm strong, like swords ready for war
I swear, I can see you, in my dreams
And it motivates me, to the point I can't breath
And I read the letter that you left me, every night
But the light, at the end of the tunnel, it ain't bright
So I'll fight like you living through eight years of cancer
But doc said you wouldn't live past the trimester
So f** people that say, I can't do something
Running I stumble, she told me get up son in a mumble
Her voice Pierced like horns, through the clouds of heaven
Only eleven, but didn't understand the message
I'm not normal; I'll be who I want to be
So f** a plan B, my plan A manifest destiny…
Yeah—Dear momma ×2
Yeah but dear momma
This drama's ripping my soul
Like a katana, but something's in the way like Nirvana
Yeah your corpse still rotting my mind
So I gotta force every breath and every line
Your so beautiful—Randy Shapiro
But I've been looking for a hero, so im hiding like De Niro
I hope you've been watching me grow
From a little boy to man im trapped mom no where to go
Its been ten years, miss you every second I breath
Its like torture, ripping every vein and I bleed
The same blood form your legacy
Remember when you put me to sleep
Every night tucked in bed then you read to me
Yeah—Dear momma ×2
Open for me the gates of mercy, the gates of heaven
The eternal is king; the eternal was king; the eternal will be king forever
We bend our knees and bow and declare before the supreme king of kings
The holy one, blessed is he, that it is he who spreads out the heaven
And establishes the earth
For the eternal is God, heaven above, and on heaven below there's no other
Please take my soul out of prison, for I have awaited your salvation eternal
Eternal lead me in your righteousness, because my enemies are waiting
Straighten your way before me
The eternal will protect my going and coming
For life, and piece—from now—and forever