was it my timing or just my bad luck again
that sent me deep down into this spiral of decent
was it the fact i never checked my ego at the door?
or the fact i constantly ignored that you wanted more?
and i never asked about my questionable ways
try harder, he's blinding you to see just how scared of everything i am
these days, and how beautiful you are to me
if he wasn't there, i know it'd be different
if he wasn't there, i know you'd change for me
can't you see i'm just an innocent guy staring at you from afar not knowing
what i'd do?
just you in cla** in board shorts would get me high
each day i thought more about unsuspecting you
and i never asked about my questionable ways
try harder, he's blinding you to see just how scared of everything i am
these days, and how beautiful you are to me
if he wasn't there, i know it'd be different
if he wasn't there, i know you'd change for me
did you choose leaving over your option to stay
if he wasn't there (i know you'd change)