Bipolar has its hold on me
Will it ever let me go?
I have given all I have inside
Now let me rest with the feeling low
Popping pills like it's the cure
Knowing no one knows
The dark cloud follows me
and at times I watch it grow
Everyone has a plan
Like I'm the last to see
What they will never feel
is what life feels like for me
Heavier than any load you've carried
Deeper than anyone's been buried
More powerful than any stormy night
Its power wrapped inside me tight
Not able to escape
it rages on
Feeling off
Feeling wrong
Silence
Stillness
Peace at last
This is when my body can crash
I need to recharge
I need my time
I need your support
This isn't a crime