I married a traitor
Who did my heart a favor
I bleed on my skin
For someone who cut me deep
Like a knife sharpened with a liar
I can feel my regret as I quaver
My soul's been saved by Xavier
I fu*ked an impostor
But he wasn't red
He was excluded from my life
I should've listened to what my god said
I trusted you with my heart
The heavens listened to prayers i've said
This is some Judas Iscariot sh*t
But he was my lover instead
I said I keep my secret on the low
Nobody need to know
But he told the full cabinеt
Like if my depression was a show
All my crying and tеars
It felt like he suffocated me by choking me by the throat
I developed trust issues
Now my heart rejects everyone
From my neck to below
He thought I would die by his hands
Hell nah
I survived by my true kiss
Like David do you see her
I don't want my old self back
She was a piece of sh*t
She let her guard down
And now her sanity can't be fixed
I want to ask Moses
How do you deliver revenge so quick?
But I ran away instead
He tried to hit a home run
But missed his swing at the pitch
Tried to treat me like a b*tch
A b*tch with no mind or heart
Laughed at my love I gave to you
If I go back in time
I would walk out and pretend I don't know who you are
Like fu*k your girlfriend
fu*k that apology for leading me so far
If i was an evil piece of sh*t
I would break the windows from your car
I married a traitor
Who did my heart a favor
I bleed on my skin
For someone who cut me deep
Like a knife sharpened with a liar
I can feel my regret as I quaver
My soul's been saved by Xavier
I fu*ked an impostor
But he wasn't red
He was excluded from my life
I should've listened to what my god said
I trusted you with my heart
The heavens listened to prayers i've said
This is some Judas Iscariot sh*t
But he was my lover instead