I saw my mama smokin' crack right in my face and left me traumatized
She was never sober, I can tell when I look in her eyes
n***a been through hard times
Shootouts that I wish I died
I know about them stomach aches
That pain that hurt to be alive
I was lost up in them streets
I had to sell them d** to eat
Them hoes ain't wanna f** with me
I had to put j's on my feet
They kno' I had that curly hair
I know I'm lookin' like I'm sweet
I want that boy to disrespect
I never got my a** beat
I had too much pain in me
My life make me angry
If you come from the bottom
Ain't no difference you the same as me
n***as said they f** with me
I had to take some time to think
You sold my moma crack and took her link
I ain't have sh** to drink
We ate that chili out the can
I had to turn into a man
I was sellin' Reggie n***a
Started out will seven grams
Never had no helpin' hand
One sister and two brother's
I got love for white Shawn
He one crazy motherf**er
I mad millions out the trenches
I'm one wavy motherf**er
I know that's a lot of guap for a crack baby motherf**er
Felt like life was just abusing him
We don't post our guns on IG
Cause we be usin' 'em
They like I went to school with him
I ain't have no father figure
Had to go way harder than him
Had to play way smarter than him
Them f**ed up nights what sparked him
I'm just glad to be alive
Look my nephew in his eyes
Saw the innocent
I told him that I love him like he mine
That's the type of sh** that make you get out here and grind
And for that boy I'm k**in' sh**
I swear I do that time
Put my life all on the line
I was standin' on that nine
I was three foot to my brother
f**ed it up went two for five
I saw project on that bed
My lil cous lost his leg
I was Chillin' when I got that call
My cous was out that bed
After all them tears I shed
Got a gangster out here prayin'
Some old n***as bout to die behind this sh** and I ain't playin'
f** the police and the feds
You heard what the f** I said
Then lil n***as out here Hidin'
f** it I'm gon' play they plan
We gon' fill that boy with led
f** that sh** I want his head
They got my cousin too much meds
I got some k**as I keep em fed
All this cheese bring the rats
That's the reason for the gat
And that beam is attached
It's in me like a tat
I love green, I need racks
Get my team up out the trap
If he seen all the sh** I seen
He'll probably snap
Say I keep that, 40 on me
Like a I.D, that's high key
Bullet in the head right beside me
Come try me
Back and forth, the dissin'
I won't do it cus that's not me
The last n***a dissed the gang
This brains was all sloppy
I say damn he comin' home
I call the cash with glow
I don't buy the j**elry no more
Man that sh** is slow
I just bought two home
In the burbs and the [?]
I came a long way, I use to post up by that store