I fumble my jeans
And inside my coat
Count the change in my pockets
To get out of the cold
Been doing this for days
The barman, he knows me by name
We talk about life
Mistakes that we've made
About the studs we were when we were young
And the chicks that we laid with
How much we remember
Just to forget about again
I rustle to breathe
My head on the table
My hands feel the warmth as if
Touched by an angel
Let's go find you a cab
And make sure you're getting home safe
The fresh air clears my head
I no longer slur my words
As we walk and we talk
From sycamore to third
I think to myself who the hell
Would do this for me
I can't even begin to think
How my life would be without you
We step on my porch
And the light hits your face
Every lip curve and cheek bone sits
Perfectly in place
And your eyes staring out to me
I'm lost in the blue
Now I'm sweating and shaking
I fumble my words
You just lean back and smile
As I gather my nerves
You say hey boy, you gonna let me in
Or should I turn my back and leave?
Oh somehow I've fallen in love with a kiss
As if all of my life I've been waiting for this
I pull back the hair from your eyes
As you sleep on my chest
And for the first time in my life
I bow down and pray
And tell god and nd his angels
They'll never take you away
Oh I'd die
I'd die
I can't even begin to think
How my life would be without you