[Verse 1]
Understand I'm a man who does what he wants and he just don't care
Never plan, never have I go where I want and I go nowhere
I could see I'ma be fat and shriveled with nobody with no hair
And the reasons for this being haven't ever been so clear
I'm a prick, yes I'm a dick, I don't ever give a f** about sh**
Even if you're serious, I don't ever give importance to a b**h
I come first, you come last
Does it hurt? it'll pa**
And the worst thing is if I see you crying I just can't help but to laugh
That's just me, who I am nothing like the boy that I used to be
I grew up, I grew fast, you better look up when you talk to me
You used to look down on me
ni**as used to clown on me
But after what you did to me I'm stronger b**h, be proud of me
[Hook]
Are you proud of me now?
Are you proud of me now?
Proud of me now?
[Repeats 3x]
[Verse 2]
If I changed I believe it was for the best so I'm glad I've grown
Had to put my foot down show you I knew how to stand my own
Had to stop spectating on your race at least till I ran my own
Had to find my new chair, didn't realize I could have a thrown
But still I can't sit still, gotta make sure I stay on my grind
I don't care where you put your words I just gotta keep em off my mind
Feeling kind of like I lost my mind
Lost my heart, lost my soul, lost myself, lost my weaknesses but I gained control
So just listen, cause my brain has been conditioned my feelings have been dismissed I finally know the person within
Won't ever need your a**istance
Take instructions from my instincts
In my mind I hold the key to keep me free out of your prison
[Hook]
[Bridge]
Are you proud of me?
I just wanna know, are you proud of me?
Are you proud of me?
I just wanna know now if you're proud of me
On the count of three
I want everybody loud with me