Now look where i'm at
Ask yourself, was you the one supporting?
Coz if you weren't, u ain't gon' be there
When I get to where I wanted
Deceiving mind of an evil kind
Its been an uneven ride, through this sh** they deeming life
Its like a demon, tryna' feed at night
I got 2 sides, that don't seem alike
Maybe i'm bipolar
Maybe I'm a cross between 2pac & jody high roller
Maybe I live through the high n die sober
Maybe this lifes colder , maybe I'm just too old to cry
So I'll just smile, when my times over
N I deserve this spot, as far i'm concerned, bruh
You mad coz I'm the reason, your girls on her knees
Getting carpet burns, huh?
U ain't stopping words
From coming out of my mind, i'm on the grind
If this rap was my work, then I guess I'm doing some overtime
My purposes is served
I'm hoping these nerds buy my album
Critics criticize me, say I shouldn't be rapping
Coz i'm a product, that was never meant to happen
I used to listen to illmatic
Before rap was real ratchet
I'm back-flipping on tracks, like verbal acrobatics
Delivering raps through these broken needles
That'll keep 'em trapped like fiends & addicts
Mean i'm the baddest, that came out of your moms tv cabinet
Recognize the name
Never mistaken with counterfeits
This is the glorious first step
In a plan to take over you consciousness
A potent brain, thats numb to pain
Like nova cane
To the dudes i used to rap with
Look what the flow became
Lets break it down
I think I got something to prove
For all those people who believed that I wasn't so f**ing cool
The dudes that robbed me when I was 14
Staring at that gun, I was numb
All I had in my mind, was f** it boy, just run
Its cold world, n this is ice
I'm waiting for the day that I can get a girl
Without saying something nice
Money talks, b**hes listen
Middle fingers up, i'm shouting 'f** the system'
I'm here at the rap games insistence
Now just, relax
I promise this procedures gonna' be painless
As I proceed to paint pictures, with the stainless
Steel, desert eagle
To mess with people,that I came with
Show them I am as ungrateful as I am faithful
The contradiction is life like
I'm Mike Tyse on fight night
I'm tryna see this through, like b**hes in white tights
(thats right)
Double the dose, so these rhymes lethal
My minds equal, to a crime scene
A homicide means, i'm quite evil
You're just 5 years deep, i'm primeval
I spent countless nights, tryna make this damn witty
Tryna' derive some meaning out of life's ambiguity
But its such a pity
That most of us will never make it
Its a pity, that paper can strip people naked
Dreams never stand a chance in front of obligations
Its a shame, that behind those bright eyes
Is a mind thats so vacant
N now you wonder why they told you, you were born to be great
When this monotony makes you feel like you born to be slaves
N everybody got advice
Wanna put in their 2 cents
For the ones that are green with envy
I was born with blue skin
Your chances are too slim
I need to cop a new whip, the one that got the lady with 2 wings
Recognize the name
Never mistaken with counterfeits
This is the glorious first step
In a plan to take over you consciousness
I said recognize the name
Never mistaken with counterfeits
This is the glorious first step
In a plan to take over you consciousness