She's got this magic
Invisible but tragic
Remarkably clear
Yet obfuscated in the air
Her smoke fills my lungs
I let it wash around me
Drifting deeper in this ocean of a love like d**
I let go of all the doubts that fill my space
Realize what we've got's too good to waste
So I take a breath
Breathe you in my lungs
You're not porcelain
You are flesh and blood
And it gets harder every day
Living without you
(My heart breaks without you
I can't sleep most nights
Without you lying next to me
Trying to lift your shape
From my memory)
Shut down my brain before I pace through the floor
Think hard about what I've done before
Each time it's always ended the same
Strung out lying in my own teeth
Thinking that I'll never fit enough
Into a shape that anyone would want
But I'm not looking for my next fix
You're not my drug and I won't ruin this