[Hook: AYEKAY]
When the f** am I 'bout to grow up?
When the f** am I 'bout to bloom?
When the f** am I 'bout to show up?
Rather blow kush clouds in my room!
When the f** am I? When the f** am I?
When the f** am I, gonna do things I gotta do?
When the f** am I? When the f** am I?
When the f** am I, gonna do things i gotta prove?
[Verse 1: AYEKAY]
Damn, just when I thought I was out
Kept pulling me back like a Chingy song, woke up 'bout
Six forty five, stretched, wiped the cold out my eye
Rush to take a shower just so I have time to get high
Before I went to cla**, it would make time fly by
Mama she hated it but my response was like 'why try?'
I loved the sh**, my mind tranquilized
Couldn't tell me sh**, hated when she tried k**ed my vibe
People telling me i'm dumb, tryna calm my bad habits
But truth is... they're pretty bad at it..
Can't be mad at it, but sh**, can't really laugh at it
You don't own up to your responsibilities
You got no excuse to be an addict, chasing the high
If you ain't even got the means just to survive and get by
But we succumb to the numbness start rummaging through the remnants
Then we back to the beginning, where we thought it all ended
[Hook]
[Verse 2: AYEKAY]
Damn, they b**hing at me again
Man I just, finna call up one of my friends
Where the f**ing weed at? you know I really need that
Ungh, but yo really, I need some feedback..
My life is slowing spiraling down the gutter
Wanted to make it picture perfect, staring out the shutter
The beams of light making my heart flutter, I stutter
With executing these dreams that i'm keeping under covers
But under covers, my soul mutter, tryna muster up strength
Clutter in bed sheets, mother what do you think
You doing tryna help me get out of this rut of mine?
I rather fill up with toxins boxed in this gut of mine
It's like in my head, on my fore head I put on a sign
I got four heads, often I can be bipolar at times
So polar, just colder, not in control of emotions
So take another hit, and then i'm cruise controlling
[Bridge: AYEKAY]
Smoking and choking we f**ing blowing them O's (x2)
We f**ing smoking man, we f**ing blowing man
We f**ing smoking and choking on that potent, man (UNGH)
Smoking that kush...
You know I would...
Do it better than most..
You know i'ma straight coast..
Smoking man, we be blowing that f**ing stank, we be smoking man
We be smoking man, we be choking man, we be rolling and choking on that f**ing potent, man
[Verse 3: AYEKAY]
Damn, you f**ing with me again?
Tryna calm my bad habits, tryna be my friend again?
I ain't having none of that, my perspective is all whack
And i'm having trouble obtaining my eclecticity back
So I.. Roll up another while i'm rolling another
Light up another pa** it right to my brother, f**er
What, you tryna hit this sh**? (UNGH)
Man, you ain't getting none of
This fire flame that wirer mazes in my brain
Need a crutch or maybe 'caine just to speed it up again (WHAA)
This higher lane got me looking out my window pane in disdain, it's stained
By the fact my agenda is bended by the indo
You don't need to lend your advice, just for yo info
Now is that really the way I should be talking to my kinfolk?
I dunno man, you tell me, I been lost.. In the smoke