Waitin’
It’s so much time I’m waitin’
You don’t respond
While I’m right here tryin’ to call
Stayed awake
Tryin’ to stop myself drinkin’
The ceiling burns
In this cold sunrise halflight
[Phone voice mail:]
“Um, when you hear this message please, please call me back. This time I’m really going to change, trust me.â€
I have lost my lifeblood
I am drownin’
Drownin’ in a rushing river with no escape
Why do you not hear my screams?
I still make mistakes
It’s hard to change now
And we’re far away
Then it’s time to rise to the surface
I know you’re waiting for me now
Loneliness is my blame
And I’m walkin’
Walkin’ in the darkness of an endless night
Is the dawn still there?
Emptiness inside me
I k**ed your heart
And I wasted my life with my deepest sin
Will I ever rise again?