(Olivia O'Brien)
Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is pa**ing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
(King Midas)
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I don't eat
You visit in my bad dreams so on nights when I'm lonely you're still right here holding me
But morning's as dark as the evening before it and it's getting harder to breathe all alone
It's only me
My heart is broke and it don't believe you're gone
But the sleeve of scars on my arms brings you along to haunt me wherever I go
I won't move on yet
Something about this loss is just impossible to process
So I obsess over what could've been and how I wasn't enough
Tryna change myself for someone else and punching mirrors till I'm covered in blood
(Olivia O'Brien)
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
(King Midas)
I used to just wish you'd be happy
But didn't realize that meant sleepin' without me
I didn't think I held you back, B
You should've just told me the truth that now I see
Cuz you hurt me so badly, lied through your teeth, and I believed each word devoutly
Why do I think that I need the worst thing that I ever chose?
Only let me in when convenient
On whim when you feel it
But not when I need you most
You said you'd never do nothin' to harm me
I lost it all on that con
Now I 'm gone off that harm heem
See you can never trust a girl, unless you f** with pills
Love is selfish. Nothing's real
These fake connections cut to k**
(Olivia O'Brien and King Midas)
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you'll never notice
That you are slowly k**ing me