[1st Verse]
She wakes up early in the morning, nobody at her side
Like a ghost town she's lorn and she cried herself to sleep last night
Torn between crying and screaming at the world
But can't nobody hear her, man- she's angry, she's hurt
Checks her messages on the cell phone
Any sign of life would be most welcome
But today is one of these days he won't even write her back
An undesirable side effect, with him it's white or black
No greyscale, ever since she told him how she feels
There's no way to tell what he really thinks, no certainty like an oil well
One night they're having a blast, the next day he's Swayze
It drives her crazy, but still she holds on to maybe
Cos everytime they hang out he looks at her like he's has no doubt
Treats her with the utmost respect, but any sec sh** can go south
She's on a straight stretch while he is on a devious route
She begins to wonder maybe she's just been too naive
Well, maybe he always had the intent to deceive
Maybe he's unable to bond, “well then at least
Grant me some f**ing dignity and just f**ing leave!
[Chorus A (x2)]
Can't you see what you are doing to me?
All this back and forth is ruining me!
I pour my heart out you're just screwing with me
Don't know how much longer I can let you do this to me”
[2nd Verse]
Everyday is a struggle, tell him to f** off
Or continue to live life in a bubble
sh**, the heart wants what it wants
She tried everything, pulling back and bringing out them big guns
He f**ed her good, real good
She wants him to know she's more than just the prom queen photo in her year book
More than just an empty shell, ready to unleash hell
To keep the man that stands out and knows how to treat her well
It's a simple task to make him speechless
But a whole ‘nother thing to reach his heart, let alone to keep it
Far too long she kept her feelings to herself, a secret
f** a vow of silence, time to breach it
She don't wanna show any sign of weakness but she needs this
Off her chest cos it's getting hard to breathe, it's
k**ing her inside, there's is no thrill up on this ride
But there's no salvation, at least nobody willing to in sight
So hands down, now is the time to ring down the curtain
Her affection starts to turn into an aversion, what kind of person
Acts this way? His every text is saying
He's full of insecurities but not even that explains
How someone this smart can be that much of an idiot
It's kind of piteous but she ain't gotta live with it
She's angry, she's hurt but she can see it clearly now
His words captivate but hold no weight- they're insincere and foul
[Chorus B (x2)]
“Can't you see what you are doing to me?
All this back and forth is ruining me
But no longer will you do this to me
Cos I moved on for good- still have a few things to see”