And today is the day I remember my mistakes
'n yes I regret every single one of them
The way that I behave
All the sh** that I say
Damn
Why can't I be like how I was back in the old days:
Used to be so nice and wise
Now I roll them dice and endager my life
Used to stop by
And say hi
But now youll see me out flirting with your guy
And for that I apologize
Im sorry for all the damage that ive done
I apologize to everyone
Especially my mom
Cuz to her ive done so much harm
She dont even deserve it
Yet
She puts up with all my stupid sh** all day everyday
Still, with all that said
Youll see me do bad decisions
Without even thinking of the consequences
See mother crying
Damnit ma
Dont u see that im trying?
I really am
But something holds me back
Its like one half is good
While the other is bad
I know you miss the old me that you once had
But you gotta understand
I can't take back any damage that ive done in the past
So I....
I apologize to evryone
Especially my mom
Cuz to her ive done to much harm
She dont even deserve it
Yet she puts up with my stupid sh**
All day, everyday
I just hope she'll forgive my mistakes some day
And please believe me when I say this
But I Love You mom
Maybe someday i'll change
But yet again, thats something I can't promise....
~Kika~