*phone ringing*
Pre-vocal :
Yo whatup whatup bruh! Thanks for the message man
I don't have a rap to give you.. but, you know you mean everything as a great friend to me. I'll try my best to be there tomorrow, and yeah see ya soon bruh thanks for everything and have a safe trip tomorrow. Okay, peace out
[Verse 1 : Kid Mos]
Cause my mind can never leave, endless thoughts so extreme
Full of possibilities, insomnia always k**in me
From my heads to the clouds, indecisive full of doubt
Keepin myself distant from the crowd
Silence is my strength and anger kept me down (yeah)
[As I close my eyes I can't sleep, for the things in mind are so deep
Unfinished business back home are the only things I dream]
What wouldve happened if I didn't leave, possessions are things I didn't need
Looked like I was trying to flee, a world I didn't want
Didn't know leaving would cause a depression full of haunt
Blinded luxury with Supreme white tees and Saint Laurants
Gettin smiles but lacking pa**ion to the heart
Had to leave it all behind without lookin back, just followin the heart
When I was young all I wanted was racks, didn't know that beautiful things can turn dark
New things gave a spark, new things beautiful but hard
When time is at hand, make sure to represent your motherland
When I come back, you'll understand why I left
(i'll explain later with the things ive said)
[Chorus 2x : Kid Mos]
Only at night I can't sleep
Only at night I can think so deep
Only at night my thoughts can never leave
Only at night my mind is free
[Verse 2 : Kid Mos]
Only at night I can't sleep
Eyebags begin at 3, I keep looking at the ceiling
Lookin for different meanings (yeah)
Distraction blockin my mission
I can't see the vision, been stayin up this summer season
All I got are lucid-dreamings, fiending staying up
Feel like im stuck in the mud somebody pull me up
Seeing my past vividly fast it always k**s me
Makes me cringy like getting pennies
Always useless but sh** so many
The past tempts me, sun rising
Keep grinding, make this sh** applying to my everyday service
Realized time's the enemy or else music I won't be learnin
Sin and temptation makin me nervous, becomin a different person
Forgiveness always a given, but we do sin on purpose
World gettin destroyed under the surface
People barely pray, though millions of churches
Gettin hot, somebody lower the thermos
Don't put me on the spot, but
[when things get tough i'll lower my head and pray to God
He knows the things I've sacrificed and fought
Realized to stop worryin and be thankful for what I've got]