Stop trying to insist balance in my head
I just wanna lie here in my bed
I'll fall asleep alone
And miserable instead
Cause you're not worth the effort or the dedication
Go find another shoulder to sink your face in
I'm sorry I had to let go
I needed space to let myself grow
When you're away
I never think of you
Don't think I wanted to
I've made due without you
I can't take any more bad news
I used to hold precedence in you
Now I'm just translucent
And all of my times spent
Hiding off out in the distance
I think I've found my place
But it's not by your side
You're so translucent
And all your times spent
Fighting off all my persistence
I miss the girl I used to talk to
Don't wanna see the new face that she grew
Don't wanna hear about what she's been up to anymore
It's not so bad I told her
Let's talk again when were older
And In three years will you still hate me?
Even if I'm not the same me?