Maybe it's time that
I start to hold my breath in
I think I've learned my lesson
Been counting months and days
I'm getting older while you don't seem to age
I swear I have to get my head straight
And shed all of this dead weight
Or I might just forget you
f** it
I can't keep
Falling in love with every girl I meet
I need time
To find myself
(Find Myself)
My brother says
Don't go and lose your head
This is exactly what you wanted
Wish it was you and me instead
If I'm being completely honest
Now I'm
Just a shadow on the wall
You don't even know me at all
I'm Captive inside of you
A victim to the blood you drew
Why do I always have to put up with you?
Would I be at fault if I just withdrew?
Remember wide night skies
Across the Midwest
With your head rested my on chest
It's been a year and change
We're getting older but I still feel the same
Aaron keeps me up at night but it's okay
Keeps me sane when you're away
I can't sleep
In an empty house with
A head full of regret
Eight weeks
Is that time enough to forget?
(Time enough to forget)
Because it hurts too much
To have to call you up
And when you turn and run
I coil up and tuck
Myself back to bed
Is it something that I said?
I wanted to call
Needed to hear your voice
Yeah I'm doing alright
Are you still closed and coy?
I wanted to call
Needed to hear your voice
I'm holding my breath in
I think I've learned my lesson
I guess this is growing up