Some people think showing emotion is luxury they can't afford
So why when I'm crying my eyes fill up with diamonds
Hands open: you ask me to cry some more
Can't you see it looks like greed to me
Or maybe its cuz you love me for me
No explaination
Must be repayment for me showing my emotions
As feelings worsen
I feel a burning yearning to run my car over you..
Your dark heart beat goes fainter
While a diamonds luster lasts forever
You could cut me & I'll bleed rubies
The color of brake lights at midnight.
Bright. Clear & concise.
Pressure in life;
manipulate graphite.
That's why diamonds fall from my eyelids
Closed quarters, shear boredom
Leave work, idle hands focused
Knowing all this and.
Everything can change in one gesture
Pleasures never treasured
When the road you walk leads to dead endeavors
2x
Some people think showing emotion is luxury they can't afford
So why when I'm crying my eyes fill up with diamonds
Hands open: you ask me to cry some more
I would've caught a body if you asked me to
Put em in the dirt.. If you only knew
Keep all your secrets, cuz you were my boo
Ask me why? That's what lovers do
All the love I had, turned hate for you
Laugh in your face, if you were homeless too
Your dark heart continues to beat fainter
While a diamonds luster last forever..
I put food in your moms kitchen
In your sisters tummies
Im sure you was lying when you said you loved me.
See..what had me pissed off
Wasn't all the lying
It was that fake a** crying when you said we should keep trying
While at the time you had homie on smash
So now to get pa**ed the past
I have to look pa**ed your a**.
See this song really ain't about you
Its bout them dudes people think are unbreakable but we cry too..
2x
Some people think showing emotion is luxury they can't afford
So why when I'm crying my eyes fill up with diamonds
Hands open: you ask me to cry some more
Im glad you took my kindness for being weak
I been lost patience but not defeat
You were a nightmare I was to afraid to awake from
And I was playing dumb for a while and then some
Someone pinch me. Cuz I'm in a dead asleep?
Or my mind playing tricks on me..
A dark heart stops. While a diamonds luster last forever
You were my nightmare.
How could I prepare?
Bad dreams get the best of you, if not aware.
Not really unconscious.
More like unresponsive.
When confronted.
The blind stares..
Informed me you was fronting
It was a simple deduction.
The path we was on..
I didn't want it and niether did you.
That's why you accused me of the sh** you do.. or did..
One last & final thought.
Thank heaven, we didn't have a kid
2x
Some people think showing emotion is luxury they can't afford
So why when I'm crying my eyes fill up with diamonds
Hands open: you ask me to cry some more