[Intro: TreaZon's father]
You make sure when you get out of that hole that you in
You make sure that you fill it up with dirt
Like them n***as that work for the city do
[Verse One: TreaZon]
Yo, who do I see in this reflection?
A man full of fire and rage, shirt covered in blood stains
Heart steady leaking from his chest
Eyes are so black, cause he's restless
Demons in the back of 'em, evil in my retinas
Maybe that is only what I see in my perception
I was told earlier "perception's really everything and more"
More than my eyes really can absorb, so it's more than meets the eye
I got my heart on my sleeve
Hard to see it cause it's tangled in strings
That's why anything these n***as get to talking's really hard to believe
Chained up, wishing I could be free, slave to my own self
I used to wanna be the popular
But I never liked being viewed through those binoculars
I'm not unhappy, I'm just not content
I'm not emotional, I just keep it real, and I know how to vent
And lately, I've been thinking like a criminal
Hunger pains got me plotting heavily
f** pitching crack, I'mma jack whoever doing it the best
I'm ready for whoever try to step to me
All black Glock, and then I snap into my right mind
Cause I would never give a jail cell my lifetime
But see, the very thought of it is tempting
Negativity has got me feeling so relentless, what
[Hook: TreaZon]
Let it ride, let it go
And face every demon that will ever show
Let it ride(let it ride), let it go(let it go)
Cause that's the only way that I'mma move on(move on)
And I done came this far
I'll be damned if I'm 'bout to let another thing get in my way
And I done came this far
I'll be damned if I'm 'bout to let it stop me, so let me go
[Verse Two: TreaZon]
Yo, and over thinking is my double edged sword
I'm always getting stabbed with it
Cause see, my blood is on the sword
But my enemy's are on the other end, prepared to make a ma** k**ing
But yo, the k**ing spree I'm on, I'm included in that
I'm wondering how a big a role the music has had
Cause even though it's therapy and keeps me out of bullsh**
All it do is make me think I'm losing my grasp, and I done lost it
I keep on viewing the past
And hoping that I really didn't ruin my chance
Cause even though it's feeling like I'm low
I'm blessed with opportunity another man won't usually have
And I know, but I don't even know who all my friends are
Cause they only be around when the ends are
So I just keep it careful as I can
So if they try to get me, then I'm ready in advance with it
I could've got a college degree
But my following my words kept on following me
Getting jumped in high school made me plot in the streets
But following my words kept on following me
Yo, I always knew that I was different
I was thinking on a different level from beginning
But what I didn't understand was a difference doesn't always mean bad
In this case, it made me so advanced, but I know now
Yo, and I remember Neo told me
That I couldn't love, cause I only knew how to fight
And even back then, man, I knew she was right
I been always on defense to maneuver the knife stabbing my back
Caught between horns and a halo
Caught between making all these songs and a payroll
And truly, I don't know what to expect
But honestly, I'm ready for whatever's up next like what
[Hook: TreaZon]
Let it ride, let it go
And face every demon that will ever show
Let it ride(let it ride), let it go(let it go)
Cause that's the only way that I'mma move on(move on)
And I done came this far
I'll be damned if I'm 'bout to let another thing get in my way
And I done came this far
I'll be damned if I'm 'bout to let it stop me, so let me go