I just keep looking but I can’t see anything
I just keep trying to see through the fog in my head
Nothing is there
Nothing at all, I just keep looking for anything
Took 50 pills just to get to sleep again
Took 50 more just to keep my head again
Took 50 one last time to keep from pushing you away
I’m drowning in more chemicals, then the time I have left in days
I’m trying to learn to handle myself so I won’t be left for dead
The worst part is I forget
The worst part is I won’t remember
I can’t see anything
I can’t see anything from before
All my memories are turning to mud
All I want is to be there so I can make more
All I want is to be anything that I was to you before
I remember waking up
I remember falling asleep
I don’t remember if I ever woke up again