[Verse 1: Kaysinners]
Gotta show reverent . That's what I keep telling them. People out there irrelevant hoping for big dreams and pediments. Leaving humans sentiments as deferments . I never really went to freaking blood school. But that blood spills when a warming loving heart feels. You do anything to get rid of the memories, heart pounding like a stampede of referees. So what you gonna do? Feelings are trapped like you're trapped in a room. You're grabbing on the knife while they're laughing at you but please realize they're not better than you. Yeah stay alive so you
Can just learn from it. Don't go run and jump on it. More years to your dreams just shine like a full comet . Instead of big blast then (boom) then you're gone from it
[Verse 2: Kaysinners]
Now back to my brain. Surrounded with people so fake that they're all filled with hate and they cannot relate while I stare at the gate that has all my of traits, which is guided by fate. With numerical dates, that leads back to an 8. But wait, that was my age. And I'm putting that weight on the songs that I make, and at this slow rate I can open the crate to a virtual state where I'll be so sedate
[Verse 3: Kaysinners]
I wanna leave the depression. Why get all these lessons? Hurt from the past, with a future that is present. These lessons that hurt me, these lessons that break me. I can't take the pain and those pills didn't save me. I had a hard path , with no signs on the road. Broken path with cracks that never once showed. One year with a patch that now feels so old. I released all the pain in the bathroom alone
[Verse 4: Kaysinners]
Pain hits like a 454 on the dome. Mind feeling foamed but it wants to go home. Those that been through the pain can understand this. Chains tied around your head like a 911 bandage. Went to the cloud then depression landed. Had to accept the pain feeling so candid, stranded , that was the big hit so banded. Went through a lot so I knew I couldn't even handle it. Nobody couldn't help that was my battle. Head giving me thoughts I couldn't even handle. I thought I went crazy but a lady told me "You just have to learn. The minds a heavy weapon that will always try to burn". This is my therapy I'll give this to the fans and the enemies. Moving on ain't easy but pain just makes you want to leave
[Kaysinners Talking]
This is my Tribulations. All that pain and nothing to look forward to. Dwelling on the pain every day. Thinking about the pain every day. But everything is going to be okay. I know everything's going to be okay. I'll stay strong. You stay strong. Kaysinners forever