[Verse 1]
It feels like im stuck at the bottom
Cause everytime I turn around I got a bunch of problems
I take a hit of weed thinking that'll probably solve em
But that dont do sh**
Except pause em for the moment
And it just have me sitting here thinking bout the past
And what I shoulda did and what I coulda had
And how I coulda graduated top of the cla**
And then I go to blaming all my problems on my dad
Like where the f** was he when I needed him the most
Ain't he the n***a thats posed to show me all the ropes
Teach me how to budget so I won't go broke
And if I suffer a loss he posed to help a n***a cope
[Damn]
I ain't get none of that
But thats what happens when the devil try to hold you back
He take grenades and he throw em right up in your lap
Now tell me how the f** a n***a posed to handle that
[Hook]
Lately
I been feeling something different
Maybe
I need that certain person to save me
I got so much on my mind
Feels like im running out of time
[Verse 2]
Its kinda hard to keep my mind clear
When self inflicted nonsense starts to interfere
When everybody spitting bullsh** to my ears
While im stressing bout facing one of my biggest fears
And I keep hearing n***as saying keep ya head up
How can I do that when I can't even get my bread up
Can't even get a job feels like a motherf**ing set-up
My homeboy said he fed up
Say he ready to die
And I just feel like im off wit my timing
I know im talented but only few make it with rhyming
And nowadays it kinda seem like these labels be blinded
They need to shoot their brains out for the sh** they co-signing
[Uh, yeah]
Im just speaking my mind
Im in this b**h like f** it im taking whats mine
Im talking thrones and crowns the whole f**ing nine
Im finna right that sh** in blood I ain't f**ing lying
[Hook]
Lately
I been feeling something different
Maybe
I need that certain person to save me
I got so much on my mind
Feels like im running out of time
[Verse 3]
[Uh]
Man I swear I just want it all
But dont we all
sh** everything better when ya money tall
Thats why we go to running when
That money call
Seem like n***as be flocking when you got that sh**
They all up on your
Dick
And you so caught up in yourself that you dont notice it
Open your eyes n***a
Before you crash n***a
Cause when you crash them same n***as gone be out this b**h
And they gone leave your a** broken
Walking round the city head down looking hopeless
Feeling like you down at the bottom with the roaches
Just ask the n***a that wrote this
He'll thell you bout it
[Yeah]
Thats just the way sh** goes
b**hes gone be b**hes
Hoes gone be hoes
n***as gone be n***as
Bro's gone be bros'
You just gotta let it flow, you feel me
[Hook]
Lately
I been feeling something different
Maybe
I need that certain person to save me
I got so much on my mind
Feels like im running out of time