[Verse 1]
Tried suicide once didn't have the balls to go all the way
Thought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt away
I was so in depression and all this pain was gon' murder me
I'm still standin' b**h go tell the f** n***as come murder me
Born and raised on the Eastside ho
Dad ran out , where the hell he go?
Young dumb a** n***a doing stupid as sh**
What the f** I know
Mama like “boy better get it togheter
Here, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible”
In one ear and out the other that's how she sound
In the back of my dome
Hit a half of pound in the back of her home
“God damn boy what the f** goin' on”
I'm sorry mom, I ain't built like that
But I'm so stressed out and I feel so alone
Got a little girl, all the way broke as f**
And I still live in my grandma's house
So my girlfriend thinks I'm a loser
b**h, I'm tryin', God damn, what's that about?
f** it, I feel like givin' up
I cannot play the cards that God has dealt
I feel like that's enough
So I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck up
What don't k** me make me stronger
Now it's time to get the f** up
[Hook]
Ki-ki-k**in' everything, I'm on that murder sh**
I wake up everyday like that's the only thing my purpose is
All the pain I felt guess it was worth it b**h
It's when a n***a makes it to the top, I deserve that sh**
I deserve that sh**, I deserve that sh**
If a hater loses his life, then he deserves that sh**
I deserve that sh**, I deserve that sh**
We deserve that sh**
We're so f**in' high, yup b**h
We deserve that sh**
[Bridge]
All I do is k** sh**, k** sh**, k** sh**
All I do is k** sh**, k** sh**, k** sh**
All I do is k** sh**, k** sh**, k** sh**
All I do is murder, murder, murder
Murder, murder, murder
[Verse 2]
I'ma k** everything in sight
I was put here to murk your life
I'ma rapin' and murder mics
I'm a demon that cursed tonight
Put my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to write
This is sport and decapitate motherf**ers the first to fight
First to swing a sword at hoes
Loan that rope, my heart so cold
f**, I gave like throw my souls
Rap sh** is like all I know
Been patienly waitin' to flow I feel like I can't take anymore
I'm drowned in my misery, this despression is breakin' me slow
f** it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherf**er here hold me down
I'ma show these clowns, where the f** is my crown
Click-click blah, I'ma blow these rounds
Go so hard, we deserve that sh**
Back then I was so wothless b**h
Can't walk one f**in' mile in my shoes
Your p**y a** n***as better s** my dick
Yeah, I'm tryna upgrade on my cashflow
I'm kickin' down the door so what the f** you think this mask for
Hope you dyin' slow then come back a f*ggot's a**hole
Kato on the track, so n***as know I'm ‘bout to spaz ho
[Hook]
[Bridge]