[Verse 1]
I need to know where you've been
In these last years I've been losing
My mind while I'm trying to find excuses
And reasons that I'm not useless
Heard the beat thought I'd use this
You were board of the game I was clueless
Attitude you needed to lose this
Malibu on while we were cruising
Latitude so high the ground wasn't moving
Now we're choosing
Different paths, you can't get it back
When you give it all away
And I've been thinking
I'm missing your face
And every time I see you I hope
I don't give it away
And all I can do now
Is sit in a wave
Hidden away
And let it all wash over me
And be strong like I'm supposed to be
Like 6 bags of groceries in one trip
Hoping I don't trip when that phone ring
And I'm running to it
And yeah I've been doing my own things
Getting drunk and throwing up in my home sink
I guess I'm holding on, I'm holding on
To what was going on, and I didn't know
Until my whole was gone
And a hole was drawn
Right through my chest
Right through my chest