"I hate this world. Sometimes I wish that I was never born."
[Verse 1: K Rino]
Imagine if my existence hadn't been endeavored yet
Imagine if my parents were strangers and never met
Or even if they did, from that path they could've strayed
And decided to go somewhere else the day that I was made
Or maybe they still played it out completely but instead, another semen head that I was racing beat me to the egg
And not being the first one to notice or be the worst one and Mama ended up birthing a totally different person with a weaker mind
Think of how hard it would be to last
Suppose that he was still a rap artist, but he was trash
Nothing that I did would ever be done, righteous or bad and no one would care because you can't miss what you never had
Sad when I hit my lowest and all sympathy died, and success was like a cab that wouldn't give me a ride
How altered would the route be if no one knew about me?
And would my family and friends be better off without me?
[Chours: K Rino]
If I was never born how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
And directly be affected good or negatively?
Or another dude was walking this road rather than me
If I was never born would things be the same way?
Or would my absence cause others to go astray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here, since I'll never find out, I just wonder
[Verse 2: K Rino]
My non-existence in the world might triple the threat, and might misdirect the whole universe's ripple effect
The world's portrait, minus me, would be differently painted
People I've introduced might have never been acquainted
There's no way to explain it, or acknowledge it or fill it
The people that I talked out of doing wrong might've did it
The lives I effected would possibly be destroyed
Or maybe God would send somebody else to fill the void
But on the flip side, what about the bad deeds?
The evil seeds I planted that grew at fast speeds
The things that I was doin' that left some lives ruined, might not have happened if they hadn't fell under my influence
Was me being here worth it?
I defeated my purpose
The worse part is knowing that I can never reverse it
Now my self signification got me facin' frustration
The contemplation that I might be a wasted creation
[Chours: K Rino]
If I was never born how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
And directly be affected good or negatively?
Or another dude was walking this road rather than me
If I was never born would things be the same way?
Or would my absence cause others to go astray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here, since I'll never find out, I just wonder
[Verse 3: K Rino]
Cause even if you feel like you was born out of season, don't sit around believin' that you're here for no reason
If the planets know around the Sun, they have to rotate
You should know you have a purpose, it's just yours to locate
Find yourself, cultivate your talents, God will support it
The womb is not the only place that life can be aborted
Your dream died in your head the second that you thought it, cause you didn't have the fate to act on it and get it started
So depressed and suicidal, feeling hopeless and left out
Life ain't a supermarket stop trying to check yourself out
There's a lesson in each struggle if you look deep and explore it
A wise person uses setbacks to move forward
If you was never born, that would be a disaster
No love, no accomplishments and no laughter
And did you ever wonder, maybe your present pain could've been blocked by a friend of love, one who never came
[Chorus: K Rino]
If I was never born how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
And directly be affected good or negatively?
Or another dude was walking this road rather than me
If I was never born would things be the same way?
Or would my absence cause others to go astray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here, since I'll never find out, I just wonder