My best thoughts lie in my lowest moments
Deep pots .. with oministic omens
Harmonious rhyme schemes
‘Bout as bright as a high beam
I’m walking a tight rope and running a rat race
But coming in last place
Could tell you how that feel
The epitome of a congratulatory ribbon ..
..
Isolate a n***a, second to none
Wandering, looking for purpose
I’m lost, I know that for certain
Now take a look behind the curtain
.. I never beat the odds
I do believe in god
I’ve been around the block
I took a couple steps
I couldn’t keep the pace
Pardon my post traumatic rant, that’s just manic depression
Can’t pull myself out of this hole that I was f*****g left in
My mind is a landfill of landmines
Watch where you’re stepping
Wishing that sanity would intervene or f*****g step in
You know, like pull me back when I’m regressing
27 years old, I still make the same mistakes as an adolescence
I’m brain dead, half the time I’m just a convalescence
Coughing and stressing from the pressure
’Bout to light the essence
I live in hell, it’s hard to tell
This weed is heavenscented
So f**k a Lexapro, this indica is antidepressant
Nonselective, narcoleptic, narcissistic, non objective
Been subjected to the old convictions
F**k an intervention
Interjecting with some interesting introspective thoughts
That I think allow to think them too
I’m heavenbound and demonproof
Must’ve been something in that water I was baptized in
I feel more then fatigued
I feel more then .. Rest In Peace
My final ride like why the f**k you keep adjusting my seat
I’m well aware the thoughts and speech become reality
Reactions to our energy, it’s significant in the scheme
A dirty soul with rotten knees
The outcome ain’t clean
N***a, the pessimistic s**t, this sick, it’s HIV
Can have you on your d**hbed with cold sheets and no pillow
Sealy Posturepedic trying to fix your posture for you posthumous
Pop your cord to meet the lord
The list of sins you pay ’em for
It’s more than you can afford
But hopefully the pasture’s green
And it’s everything they described to us
Books written by men with sins
I hope they didn’t lie to us
Rest easy.