[Intro]
Can't sleep
n***a can't sleep
I can't sleep
I can't sleep lawd
[Hook x7]
Wide awake
I can't sleep
[Chorus]
I can't sleep still wide awake
And I can't sleep still wide awake
And I think I lost my f**ing mind
Cause I swear to God I wanna die today
And I can't sleep still wide awake
I can't sleep still wide awake
And I think I lost my f**ing mind
Cause I swear to God I wanna die today
[Verse 1]
Now take it back to the motherf**ing
Days
When a young n***a didn't have any f**ing problems
Where did you go and who'd you call
When you feel like you had ran out of every f**ing option
And I'm a pill pop till a n***a feel nauseous
Suicide on my mind got me mentally exhausted
Fell in love with the pain
To cut in my own wrist
And watching the blood drip
Don't nobody give a sh**
Until that motherf**ing trip
Gone postal
Loco
Damn my n***a lost it
What does everybody think that I am finna do?
Here is something you can never understand
Is the way I k** a man
Make a life seem minuscule
Beneful
Try to OD back at middle school
Losing my composure
I'm dosing but tryna keep it cool
Cause if it don't make money
Than it don't make sense
In the land where a handful of cash rules
Dirt broke
The way that n***as are re-tenant (?)
Complacent with being tenant (?)
The problem never lieutenant
In a system where ownership depended on profession
Confessin' it on my sense
With the craft that I've adapted
Writing a spiritual doctrine
I've back it up on conflict (?)
Look I do it on the Consus
Skeletons upon my clause
I play sins on my conscience
Does anybody ever listen when a young n***a speak?
My god!
What?
You ain't got a voice in your head
That tell you to leave 'em dead
Turn the white wall red n***a
Cause a motherf**er throat
I sad I watched them choke
Suffocate upon your last f**ing breath n***a
Schizophrenic
Yes I am
Another young black man
With a whole lot of pain
I have nothing to lose
And everything to obtain
Going crazy with these suicidal thoughts in my brain
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Now I personally feel
You should never get involved
With a psychopathic k**er that's living closer to God
In a blacked out room with a demon on the wall
Already hallucinating from a handful of acid
Crashed a damn van inside of the mad casket
Cultivated the vision re-visual whiplashes
Premonitions of d**h, I've seen through thick gla**es
[?] preaching to big ma**es
Sanctifying a mind I'm a loss say [?]
(to be finished soon)