(Verse One)
It feels funny when I'm back in the nutty/
Reminiscing when I used to sit and rap with my buddies/
Now its sad cause my buddies, never see me infact/
When they do its real fast, then I'm back to this money/
I know they love me, but hugs are never better than wealth/
He's got a hold of me thats the devil himself/
Im sorry momma but the ganja couldn't deal with the trauma/
sh** if i make it at least I can say I did it in hell/
Feelin empty inside, sip this henne and drive/
Swerve on purpose hit the earth and k** whoevers inside/
No insurance I hop out this whip like heaven's arrived/
Then spit a verse to demonstrate I got the deadliest rhymes/
Look my city is a jungle how come nobody can see it tho/ (lost)
Always under influences it is unbelievable/
Little girls I used to know, all have grown to be a ho/
Plus all these dudes are tryna run a game that they don't even know/
sh**t. Do you even flow? Or just sing a lot?
Yeah you got show .. but is it even hot?
Keep it real you do this sh** for the attention/
Your advance already spent so you could brag on how you eat a lot/
It's apparent your apparel is real tight/
But your parents even know you'll get embarra**ed in real life the
Problem with the population . shopping on a daily basis
I put dollars in the safe save it for a rainy day!
f** the opposition competition non existent/
Only mission save my sis and get my mom a pot to piss in/
Get you nodding when you listen, your not in my division/
With a vision of a god but a problem with religion uh
(Hook)
Do your research.. read some think a little/
Get your head right.. smoke one, drink a little/
Life is too short.. its a b**h too (b*atch)
Homies in the new ports and the rents due/
So we gotta work stretch the marijuana/
She's t**n on me just because she wanna/
It hurts because the purpose is the dollars
Its still d**h before dishonor
Motha f**aaa im gone
(Verse Two)
I would rather be hated for opinion/
Then praised for other reasons/
Still got a heart and that mother f**ers beating/
Ever since the start I stood for what I believe in/
You better play your part. Try to make it even/
Even when the whips in park know my drive has got me speedin
No it's not a game if it were then id be leadin
Seein everybody in my rear view that were the f** I'm gonna leave em
Work with an animal eventually your gettin bit
It doesn't matter if he's loyal if he's f**en Pitt/
You Musta been a fool talkin money over hoes/
But changed the rules and started trippen off a f**en b**h ?
Soft sh**. Boy that's to say the least/
I got 2 phones 2 zones and gotta pay the lease /
I got new flows few hoes still chasin me
But my girls at home with her own and they wait for me/
Faithfully. I'm honest so they hatin me but f** it/
Game told me they would hate it or would love it/
Look at him and 50 .. Both still thuggin /
Only difference is the millis in their budget /
How your feelin when you bump it agh
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(Verse Three)
If you think I made decisions out of disrespect ?
Id say it's obvious you didn't use your intellect/
The fire burning hell some how left me cold blooded/!!'
Now I'm just earning bills barely f** with no body/
Nose bloody?! No buddy I ain't into that/
I love the smell of money.. Wooh boy I'm sniffing that/
Guess I'm not the same.. And everybody's changed/
But it's strange how ashamed they are admitting that/
I quitted raps for the ins.. Kicked back with my friends all the time that I would spend in the end I got no progress/
I live what you pretend.. spit what's on my head sh** won't give it up again
Even if I'm gettin hopeless/
Know this..
I wasn't in my body when I wrote this/
Quote this.. Illuminatis got me in their focus/
Jokin. You'll never know because you've never known him/
He's k**ed bout everybody that has ever gotten close in
Approach him
With caution. He's lost and not coming back/
The cost that it takes to rap..
It's often to much to ask
But I pay it keep praying to gods that'll guard my back/
The odds of a heart attack don't fall when your attached
So I'm gone!
(Hook)
(Outro)