standing in the yard
counting the leaves
waiting for a lightning bolt
to bring me to my knees
will i be let down
by the sunshine and the earth and the clouds
lying on the couch
with a tabloid magazine
how to keep the dream alive
gotta do it for the money
if i say it a hundred times
can i learn to believe the lie
don't believe in promises
it won't happen unless it does
don't believe in miracles
some problems cannot be solved
shooting blades of gra**
shadows move so fast
all the things i thought i knew
now where do i go and what do i do
failure failure failure failure failure