[Intro: JTK]
Yeah now this song goes to all ye motherf**ers out there
Who keep telling me that I changed and that I ain't sh**
When all you did was treat me like sh**
Listen y'll I just don't give a f**
[Verse 1: JTK]
Did I ever really know or understand
That there were people I'd hurt. I took a stand
I said and did the things I believed and wanted and
Made a difference in the world among my peers
What I never ever wanted was to be the man
That people could identify as Ghangis Kahn
Wasted over half of my life trying to care
For some lost souls who never gave a damn
Listen, days and night I pondered what it is I had
Done to be treated like crap by enemies and friends
Most of those I cared for turned me to a damn
Laughing stock and the pain I no longer could bear
But I had a real G save me from this Den
Telling me that Josh, too much you care
Then I had epiphany of what the world deserved
I took it to my heart and Josh the k**er came. Now I'm
[Hook: JTK]
I'm balling everyday
I am a different person now isn't what they say
They say that I am an a**hole and so
I take the name with pride because I am just what they say
And I don't give a f**
[Verse 2: JTK]
I lived on like a tree
Standing still in a place living life for other
People reaping me off and I never bothered
Season in and out, same place. I no longer
Hope and pray that people get to feel my pain
I took charge of my life, felt the pain, now I gain
Attention from those who I thought didn't know my name
But as humans that they are the expect I remain
Loyal and friendly to their a**es. I'm not the same
Look, I changed motherf**ers, used to love the rain
Now I hate that sh**. It soaks the clothes I'm in
I transformed yo like my life's a fairy tale
What it is I turned to, I don't even know
But this whole sh** happened all because of you
I don't know if what I am can be named
But just like Eminem, I am what you say I am
Cuz I'm
[Hook: JTK]
I'm balling everyday
I am a different person now isn't what they say
They say that I am an a**hole and so
I take the name with pride because I am just what they say
And I don't give a f**
[Verse 3: JTK]
I watched carefully over and over again
Seeking diligently in the f**ing same
Damn place looking for a n***a I could say
Was trustworthy and real, but I was insane
For thinking that I could fully trust a man
Look f**ers, Isaac Newton is the man
That'll make you understand why I am like I am
To all the people I'd f**ed up in the man
I apologize not and to you I damn
Cuz I'm innocent and my ego did the harm
The alter, yeah f**ing alter it again
Tell them how I'm so bad. Look I'm tired man
Of all the sh**ty things you say at my back
A story isn't complete without the Villain's
Side of it. However, I would be k**ing
The protagonist in this sh**ty story that I'm in
[Hook: JTK]
I'm balling everyday
I am a different person now isn't what they say
They say that I am an a**hole and so
I take the name with pride because I am just what they say
And I don't give a f**
[Outro: JTK]
Now y'll motherf**ers can come and kiss my a**
All I ask for is a big enough a**
Eat a donkey dick. I am
The k**er!