This the last sh** you're hearing
This the last time for me to say my peace
Ima put it all on the table
My experiences with love and lust
More like my experiences with distrust
Looked at in disgust, b**hes robust
Never been appreciated, bout to combust-
I wrote this sh** in secret, never been discussed
Yeah my love life has been, just a chain of unjust
One sided exchanges, bunch of coal for stardust
Just wanna be appreciated, pushed away, like a wind gust
Thought my method mattered, time to f**in readjust
Turned out a different manner, was still a f**in bust-
I called again, called again, and called again
2016 was the year I'd fall again
And again
I feel like I just died I feel like f**ing Glenn
Every time I'm in this place, I see you all over again
Not acting like I don't like it, for knowing you I say amen, and I'd call again if you gave me a signal, maybe every now and then
Like a broken record I preach a story that stretches overseas
First girl down chose another person over me
The second in my feelings was another that was supposed to be
True, I just focused all of my endurance
She said she didn't want me but blamed it on her f**in parents
The third was the one I spoke about in the seventh
Rumors started spreading that's some sh** I'm still regretting
The same about each is that they're all unforgetting, take a seat, it ain't over
The story's still ascending
Stay true to yourself, that's the sh** I preach
Some people thought making a love song was a reach
But f** them I'm just reciting a speech
More like rewriting it, if you can't do, then teach
Some people like me, say you need more tracks, you're not a cash leech
Like all the others, give me a grade, I got one for each
Who's the realest? I never claimed to be the great, it seems
That people want more from their idols than a slow leak
Say this sh** is whack at least I took the leap
But back to you
Being you means staying true
To all the sh** you said you knew
Not all this sh** just cause it's new
But all the sh** that you've been through
You're not alone
We've all got sins that we must atone
One day
You're gonna wish you've never thrown another stone
Or sit atop a throne that others sewn-
No taking shortcuts, don't be a drone
For other people's sins, there's other ways to say you've flown
In life you're like an exact clone, of the people you're pretending to be and that shows
Be different than them, develop your own tone
Be your own person, and make big your own zone
Thought I was done talking about the doubt, man that was something slight
You doubted me when I made a book and said that I write
You doubted me when i made that first film, or when I was taking flight
You doubted me when I said I had that fight
You doubted me when I said that this was coming, man this was something light
Maybe you doubted me cause I was a white
These verses more than you can chew, got no more to f**in bite
Now this is a slow end
Underestimated thinking, I had no bend
That was before the exchange, time to make amends
I'm back at the top no more need to ascend
Think I'm letting up, if you want that try again
Slow with the flow, I don't trap, I transcend
Nah I ain't a godsend but I guess that depends
Maybe if you offend easy, I'm not the one to befriend
My spirit unbent, my backwards thoughts on suspend, if you're here to condescend, there's other time to be spent
As this sh** winds down, I find my self yelling
That its undeniable, my knack for storytelling
Drinking Bottles of Gatorade I'm propelling
Will I bag a model by the end of the summer there's no telling
It's undeniable that my stories are some compelling
Undeniable that there's no sh** to you I'm selling
Just some words of wisdom, sh** to help in your excelling
See the future I'm foretelling
Cause it's undeniable I'm meant for bestselling
Meant for great things, and buying the best dwellings
Meant for more as we all are
Here for greatness yeah we all see the stars
Yeah we all have a repertoire
We're all meant for something no matter how bizarre, and once you accept that
You can find out who you really are
I have
She let me see the man that I am
If I ain't make it clear, then get with the program
We're coming on the end, probably saying goddamn
Yeah right, some of y'all are probably saying finally
But if you've heard this whole thing you're part of my dynasty
I've succeeded, I've made my impact on society
If that ain't the truest thing, it must be strange
No single word I've said was prearranged, always interchanged
My rhymes were vast I was tryna find my range
Now the time has come to end the exchange