(verse one)
coming right back
I ain't felt like this in a long time
made it to the crib
and I'm on time
she had the pa**,
she pa**ed it back
we hit the pad
and pad the mattress
she had a past
I had a lack of knowledge
she had a past
but fail to pa** at college
not big deal, sh**,
I had no master myself
I'm tryna master myself.
just need to crash for the night
just need to make this sh** work.
She tried to make the sh** work.
I wasn't thinking,
I was so stupid.
I should've crashed on the floor,
I should've never done more,
I should've stayed on the street.
ended up f**ing to sleep,
f** it, it's me.
but I would've never believed
(chorus)
and oddly so you're so deceiving
oh, I should've known
and now the hours spent I can't get back,
I should've never trusted you.
& I'd be so wrong to bemoan
& I'd be so wrong to bemoan
but baby, oh, you ruined me.
(verse two)
and it wasn't just once
I was there for a while
could've gave you the key to the door
yeah.
and even though sh**, it got worse
man it couldn't worse than the feeling of losing the war,
but she played the back
and gave it some slack,
and before I could act,
I was caught in the trap.
Oh and she hit the offense,
pushing up daisies, I heard from the mill,
I was nauseous but no
young n***a with a white girl,
who would've heard from the mouth on the horse?
But f** it, it's me, I was there.
should've never been there.
I should've never been there.
(chorus)
you know I've got a troubled past
but all these other n***as
they will never last
you got 15 I think.
Don't say my name,
20 gauge shotty straight to the brain,
you're driving me insane.
what if I want to be crazy?
waking up this morning call me Tracy,
what the f** is going on?
Don't say my name,
20 gauge shotty straight to the brain,
you're driving me insane.