[Hook: Joseph Vallin]
I've been asleep for far too long
Listening to this siren's song
I can't begin to count the days
Since you took everything away
I'm holding on for one last breath
I've never been closer to d**h
But now I am wide awake
I feel it in my soul, in my soul
[Verse 1: (Pirate) Dan the Malformed]
I saw the light for the very first time today
I opened the lid and rose every kind of way
Cause you see motherf**er, I've been through all of it
I felt what was eating me, but I wouldn't submit
So here I am, standing with a grin on my face
Not bothering to look back, cause I know my place
So get the nail out of my coffin cause I'm awake
Cheating d**h while under six feet was a piece of cake
Because I'm living life to the fullest and trying my best
To f**ing make sense of this, and leave out the rest
All these hours I cry when I'm writing, don't really know why
I always kind of figured it's just because I'm scared to die
I suppose that's why the oak threw me the f** out
Because it knows she's something I can't live without
Beginnings is just a taste of things to come
Don't walk away b**h cause I'm not f**ing done!
[Hook]
[Verse 2: (Pirate) Dan the Malformed]
There I am, in a dark room with no one around
My feet are close to me, and I touch the ground
My eyes open and I notice the blood above me
I know that this is not where I am supposed to be…
This dark dream is what my life has amounted to
But I'll take it like everything else I've been through
I don't have a choice in the matter, I never did
My fate was locked up ever since I was a damn kid
I can't let the end of my life happen, I need to be awake
I'm crushed to see my Adalia disappear, Madina Lake
I loved her with everything I had
She was with me through good times and bad
But it wasn't enough, I f**ed up, and I let her go
But if you are still alive baby, you have got to know
You have my f**ing heart and only you
I'm scared of living a life without you
But I fear I have to and I'm sorry that I'm gone
But being alone is the only place I belong
It hurt so much to wake up and live a lie
So I'll just keep rapping till the day I die!
[Hook]
I've been asleep for far too long, (in my soul)
Listening to this siren's song, (in my soul)
But now I am wide awake, (in my soul)
Your soul is to take! (in my soul)