I hate goodbyes
By (bye) myself wanna make you smile
Say you're at your laptop crying eyeing snapshots
To not forget what I look like
Try Vibering our call drops, like the wall's caving in
Say you're not coping rain again
All I think about's You
I'll do anything and everything to prove
We can see this through
Sent you a message - “you're so beautiful”
Said without me, everything's unusual
And I feel the same, laying in bed for days
When I hear your pretty voice all the pains away
We ain't really have a choice to stay
You made me from boy to man, gave me the push that I needed then
Said you seen a random couple holding hands
Realised you forgot what my touch is like, I'm like damn
I wanna hijack a plane and rush the sky
My taste is numb my smells overcome
You've changed me for the better in so many ways, I runaway
Replaced your fingertips with whatever makes me drunk
I sit and wish that I could just click and kiss you once
My heart sinks, I look up to the sky
And eye a building to jump from, I might as well die
I'm so dumb, without you I'm nothing
Why would I wanna live my life all Alone
Who Am I without my Queen? I don't know, no hope
Feels like the Grim Reaper's choking, I need a breather
Though my only reasonings believed when I speak to you
We were one, now our heart's in two
No I don't really know what I'm supposed to do
I really on you, on my phone
I wanna throw it against the wall
I'm not even at home, lying in our bed Alone
Crying again you say you hope I'm Okay
I'm dying and my friends don't know what to say
I crawl up in a ball, I might as well be watching you walk away
I beg you to Stay, I can't let go
If you want a break, you shoulda said so
Feels like I'm going mental, I'm outta breath and our bed's cold
I lay on your side for the night
Blinded by the phone's light, you remind me we been
Alone for like a hundred and fifty five days
And a break is the only way to wash our pain away
I don't think so, I walk outside crying and throw up
Say you need some space
While you're a thousand six hundred and seventeen miles away
All the words in the world can't portray what I'm trying to say
Been sliced by Cupid's blade - excruciating pain
Never thought of taking my own life until today