[Verse 1: Keto Matthew]
Lately I've had a lot of questions pop in my brain (brain)
I've also stopped caring 'bout a lot of things (yeah)
And my friends been lookin at me strange (Whaa?)
Because I haven't been acting the same
That's because I've come a long way from that young boy you use 'to know'
The one who's life was always better than the status quo
But he didn't realize until it was too late
And now everything he knew was about to change
(Try to keep up)
Daddy left the house, so I had to be the man
Big bro was getting distant, was struggling with I am
I couldn't blame him because I was too
And my lil bros struggle now cause I don't know what to do
I couldn't teach them like my dad taught me
I wasn't ready for that responsibility
Hoping someone can define masculinity
Started wondering about my legacy....
Like what will my kids think of me?
[Pre-Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff]
Deep inside of me
.....Somethin
Somethin
Deep inside of me
[Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff & Keto Matthew]
I got these thoughts deep in my head
Feelings locked away in a chest
I been trying to reach my goals
But Lord knows I'm stressed
Im so stressed
Lord knows I'm stressed
Lord knows I'm...
I been trying to reach my goals
But Lord knows I'm stressed
Im so...
[Verse 2: Keto Matthew]
Searching...my soul in hopes of a sign
That I'm not losing my talent or I'm wasting my time
Reminded that I got no obligation to the steeple
I should do it for the glory of God, not of His people
I've never smoked, but I'm lying to say I don't think about it
On the verge of tears thinking maybe I should just drown it (deep)
Like these sorrows sink quicker in a pool full of liquor
(why you babysittin' only two or three shots?)
Feelings in my heart have started affecting my brain
So nowadays every night I'm always up late
Either working hard or thinkin' bout the one that got away
....
But that's enough of that (that)
Time to get back on track (yeah)
Life's a journey and all God can do is give you the map
Lord I apologize, for while your son was crucified, I spent too much time talking and 'not enough walking by your side'
[Pre-Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff]
Deep inside of me
.....Somethin
Somethin
Deep inside of me
[Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff & Keto Matthew]
I got these thoughts deep in my head
Feelings locked away in a chest
I been trying to reach my goals
But Lord knows I'm stressed
Im so stressed
(Lord knows I'm..)
[Bridge: Jordan Nitchoff]
Stop!
Don't overthink
Don't complicate your burdens...
Give 'em to me