[Verse 1]
I miss my best friend, i know he miss me too
I wish i could be there for him and everything that he's going through
But i moved away, so i can't and it's hard
And i don't really always know what to say
But this is my open letter to you, a few years from now there'll be an empty room, and i just hope that you'll come through
We can start over, follow our dreams like we wanted to
We all get lost sometimes, you found me so imma find you
That's on my life 'cause wherever you are you're doing fine, right?
Damn
I got some new ones but it's all good and they ain't day one but they day one
Living on the edge but they saved him
Yeah
And now petey's like my other half so that's brophet forever
Me and chavo gon' do this world tour we been talking 'bout, they can shoot it down but never say never
But my biggest fear is in a couple years imma listen to this and none of it's true
Now i'm sitting here thinking like what would i do?
True story, real life
I'm just trying to get this right
True story, really life
I'm just trying to get this right
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I wanna text my mom, "why do you say things like that?
I'm sad you're alone, i hate that i'm grown"
But instead, i reply with, "okay" exclaimation point, to make it less awkward and just pretend that you know
If i worked on school like i work on this flow, we would've been rich but instead, i don't even flip pages, i scroll 'em
Thought i would love having people up on my scrotum
But i hate it, i haven't made it
And a lot of the people that i hang around with, they stay searching for drama
And that confuses me because they're the same ones saying "yo jordan, no one's working as hard as you"
I wanna say "if you push all that drama away, this could be you"
And it's hard, all i ever wanted to do was inspire people, especially the ones who are around me
So man in the end, i think that i failed
They say you are who you surround yourself with, so maybe i'm not who i think i am
So, i'll cut off my wings and jump off that cliff to see if i'll fly
It's a risk because man if i don't then i die
And all of these thoughts of not being alive got me thinking
I wonder what they would do without me
[Ending]
I can't help falling in love, yeah, i'm falling in love, with you
I'm falling in love
I can't help falling in love, yeah, i'm falling in love, with you
I'm falling in love, with you